I will write that book. I will write that book. It's in me, in my head, in my heart, and I'll be capable of writing it. I can already feel it in my body, in my fingers, it's been growing inside me for seven years.

It will be bigger than huge. I already love all of its elements; each of them will be really hard to pull off, but I'm excited about trying and only somewhat interested in succeeding. It will be the next story I have to tell, and then after that I'll have one more.

Just let me tell three stories. Then I can die if that's what you want from me, Jesus.