If you're smart and articulate enough, you can make any worldview sound believable, crucial and true.

I'm tired of people convincing me. The main reason for that is that I'm tired of everything. I feel a depression coming, but it's mild enough, I welcome it. It's good to stop and rethink, it's good to question the way you're living.

I want to stop doing some stupid things.

I want to crash and burn and stop doing those things...


I also have a crush on Joanna Lumley. I've been watching these travel shows where Joanna Lumley visits all kinds of places, and she's without doubt the most charismatic person I've ever seen. Joanna Lumley's soul seems like a perfect combination of young and old. She's so intelligent and funny and compassionate and real. And somehow she manages to be really open and really mysterious at the same time.

She calls everything – I mean EVERYTHING – "extraordinary". I dig that.

You can see Joanna Lumley sitting behind the blonde-haired woman.

I've become pretty good at loving people. In my head, at least. As a physical person I just sit and smile awkwardly. Sorry. It's really not your fault.